Okay, I just decided to post an entry. We only need to do one assignment for Math & study for Accounting. A quick post won't bite right? :)) Okay, here goes. (added another sub-titles)

Early morning, I was really pissed & irritated with some of my classmates. As in I was, its just so unbelievable that I still got to control my temper. There was this guy, who is a former seat mate of mine on the first one to two weeks since school started, who kept on asking stuff from me! He always asked for a red ballpen (if ever we have to check something or whenever it was needed), a paper (either in one whole, lengthwise, crosswise, 1/4 sheet or 1/8 sheet you name it!) and other stuff which, base from my opinion, he shouldn't be asking me in the first place for because....... WE ARE NOT THAT CLOSE PERSONALLY! WE ARE NOT EVEN FRIENDS, AND I DON'T WANT TO BE SO STOP ACTING LIKE ONE. One thing that annoys me the most is that whenever he asks me for them, he doesn't address me in respect. Like he usually says, "Papel" only, as if I already knew what he wants and should be given to him asap. LIKE F*CK, am I that automatic???? Are you even in the position to ask me LIKE that? Don't you know how to say "Please" or even know how to say "Thank You" afterwards? He's just #@&%@# rude. And just this morning, my classmates asked me to help them with their assignments in English since most of them didn't do it at home. I was able to help them a little bit, and some even borrowed my assignment. But I made sure that they won't copy from mine. And they didn't, thank God. And the "guy-classmate-of-mine-who-felt-like-we-were-comrades-and-
is-a-freakin'-feeler" I was telling you about asked for my help also. He also did borrowed my assignment. I was hesitant at first, but then again, since he's asking for help... sure why not, fine >:( For not being rude, selfish & mataray's sake! >:( He did his assignment on my table, and while he was writing, I accidentally glanced at his paper. I found out he was starting to copy like half of my sentence on number one. Our subject & verb were the same! I told him that he is already copying mine, so I have to tell him off straight that I don't just let someone copy my work and I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS CLASS TO BE ASKED FOR HELP!!! We are 41 in the class for heaven's sake! WHY ME? WHY ASK & BOTHER ME WHILE I AM TRYING TO STUDY FOR ACCOUNTING AND TRYING TO HELP MY "REAL FRIEND" AT SCHOOL TO REVIEW FOR THE CHECK-UP TEST??? AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE EXCUSES THAT YOU WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THINKING MORE TO FINISH YOUR SENTENCE IN NUMBER ONE WHEN I ALREADY CAUGHT YOU STARTING TO COPY OFF FROM MINE???? You're sick dude >:( Since he also sat on my back, he always kicked my chair continuously every time we got something to do during school period. I don't know if it was his mannerism or he was just trying to annoy me, but what the heck. I just wish that he could stop, and be considerate to me because I am trying really hard to concentrate on the discussion & with the recitation. Even I already asked him to stop, he'll stubbornly continue doing it. If only I can, I could have kicked his face and hit him with the mono block he was sitting on >:( I WAS THAT FURIOUS PEOPLE >:( I am no pushover and I won't let anybody dictates me what to do... even that SORE LOSER >:(

And here's another. Remember the History reporting I was telling you about on my previous posts? I already did the researching & the visuals for our reporting. Since I was assigned as the group leader, it is my responsibility anyway. Our topic is Antarctica. Then I assigned my group mates on a certain sub-topics for them to report. I am quite sure that they were surprised that we only have few visuals, unlike the other groups. Someone also have said, "Eto lang?" with matching unexplained, random facial expressions, but more of surprised, disappointed, complaining & pissed. In my opinion, it'll might be pleasant for my part if you could have somehow showed a bit of appreciation. I admit that I didn't even bother to think about a gimik for the presentation, nor did I even told them clearly what to do, and for not even being a GREAT LEADER you're expecting me to be because I am no _____! I am not a leader-type person unlike her. I know you're all dying to be group mates with her, and you all got pissed when you knew you were group mates with me instead. SORRY, BUT THAT'S JUST HOW IT IS. I apologize. But I exerted effort and time doing everything, and you are in no position to complain because number one, I AM THE LEADER; and second, I DID EVERYTHING, BOUGHT THE MATERIALS & DID THE RESEARCHING. Unless you contributed >:( Obviously, you didn't. Another thing, don't compare how long the other groups' reporting were! We got our own, and Antarctica wasn't as much complex as the other continents the others were reporting... and their's were boring, mind you. I just summarized everything. I only put the important terms, not the long, not needed, paragraph-type mostly other groups were putting on their visuals. I am just making everything easier.... but I guess you like to have it the hard way. Its not my problem anymore, and I don't think I'm gonna waste my time thinking about it either >:(

In the morning on the same day, our Filipino teacher told us that we have to put the xerox copies of our notes to our notebook. I am just glad that I didn't have to borrow "sticking" materials to put my copies on. I got my own stapler (with colored staple wires I tell you hahahaha) and I've decided to use it secretly because most of my classmates will surely ask me for it if they've seen it. Unfortunately, this classmate of mine borrowed my stapler. Because she knew I had one. So I have to let her have it for a while, and then I'll continue stapling my papers afterwards. But before it reached back to my table, almost everyone borrowed my stapler! I have to fill my stapler whenever it becomes empty. Its just a waste. ITS REALLY SURPRISING, IF YOU COME TO THINK OF IT, THOSE PEOPLE WHO ASKED FOR MY STAPLER DOESN'T CONVERSE TO ME MUCH ON THE REGULAR BASIS, BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN... THEY ALL TALKED TO ME AND FELT LIKE THEY WERE CLOSE TO ME JUST BECAUSE THEY NEEDED SOMETHING. Oh right I get it, ITS JUST BECAUSE THEY NEEDED SOMETHING FROM ME. Holy &*@%. I supplied staples for almost 41 of my classmates-- NONE OF THEM HAVE SAID THANKS IN RETURN. I was left there feeling more furious than ever >:( Hay life, sadya kang madaya.

Although everything was really bitchy, I am really really really happy to say that I am atleast doing good in school (& hopefully it'll continue). I almost straight-perfected all my three quizzes in Filipino, aside from the second quiz which I got 2 mistakes because I carelessly put one of my answer on the other number. I am also reciting too, unlike before :)) :)) And I always take down notes whenever needed. But there were also times that I felt so idle >:) But I'll make sure that I'll browse/scan my notes before going to bed- even though I didn't studied it that much :)) I am really trying my best to do good. REALLY REALLY TRYING. Hope it all pays off :) I am hoping that they were seeing all my hardships, and that they'll think that I am not worthy to be kicked out of the first section. Oh Lord, help & give me guidance always. Thanks for everything that you've helped me with. Please let me understand all the lessons I am having a hard time dealing with :)

Accounting & TLE is suckish >:)

More bitchy stories tomorrow.

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