My mom told me that McDonald's food was cancerous. She wants me stop eating too much fastfood since it can lead nga to some disease. Asa :)) :)) Peace.

Anyway. I'll be working double time tomorrow. I'm taking two subjects a day, one in the morning and one in the afternoon. So I'm out of the house from 8 am to 4 pm. Oh. Kinda like going to school :)) The reason why I am working my butt off is because we're going on a vacation next month (maybe on the second or third week of May) and my review (if I were not to do the 8-4 sched) is going to finish at around May 17. So as to finish early (around May 7th), I am doubling the work. DOUBLE NOSEBLEED :)) :)) It'll affect daw our vacation kase, that's why :)) So there. May the best of luck be with me this week. Its gonna be hell (Math + English tomorrow= WTF).

My weekend can never get this boring. Yesterday I haven't got to go online because my siblings were using the PC the whole day, so I just can't :| And so as my mom, and that worried me so much. I can't call her an internet illiterate (because at one point, she introduces me & taught me what and how to use the internet when I was a little hahahaha), but she sure is boob using the Friendster. A big LOL for that :)) I almost freaked out as I walked down the stairs in the morning and saw her browsing around Friendster-- AROUND FRIENDSTER! (repeated & bolded for emphasis lol) "She so can't see my profile!" -- that's what I am thinking the whole time. C'mon, you've done enough snooping with my life, stop browsing my profile mom. Although she was not really, but I didn't took my sight off that PC. I am just so toast. Everything there was about stuff. I got a snooping mother who thinks that looking-at-her-daughter's-internet-stuffies-was-funny. Isn't that perfect? (sarcasm alert) :)) Arggghhh.

Okay, so I am about to talk other things now. I just typed that so just you know I am gonna switch topics now :)) Here goes. I am not a friendly person. I hardly talk to people. I am bad at opening conversations, and if I did, it usually sounds so trying hard. I can get easily awkward. And when I am, it shows. I only hang out with people whom I'm totally comfortable with. I don't have the so-called barkada. I only got friends, a few of them. And they also got other friends. I was just part of them. Those statements only shows how bad I am with making friends, or to even interact with humans. Sigh. With my current situation, I got none so far :(( I don't want to pity myself, but that's how it is kase. Yeah, I got a few people nga. Someone who'll I'll go out for malling & stuff, but hey, she also has her other friends. I was just one of her friends. I was still thankful even everything was awful. Although I can get a little OP always (whenever we go malling and bumped with some of her friends), because they'll start talking about different things which I can't relate :| I remember once, last February 14 2008, I went malling with some of my classmates (& their friends from other section). The whole time I got no one to talk to, and I felt like I am trying to fit in with them. They were talking, laughing & teasing each other- and I was there, trying to relate with the conversation. I wanted to go home so bad, but they won't let me... and so I stayed, so just to make pakikisama. We all watched a movie, it was really late and I was about to get scolded by my father so I am really thinking of going home. But then again, I stayed, just for pakikisama's sake. The cinema was almost full. Fortunately, there were some seats available on the front. Guess who didn't have the chance to get a seat? ME. Exactly everyone was on that row, I was the only one left without a seat. They seem not to notice that I was left standing & getting crazy looking for a vacant seat, while they are starting to enjoy the movie. Its so bad, I almost cried. But I didn't, I am trying to hold back my tears. Ofcourse I don't want to make an eksena di ba. Hello, pakikisama remember. Not that I only went home really really late, I also got a bad scolding from my father. Everytime I remember that exact scenario, I always get teary eyed. So from then on, I always try to make it to the point to only hang with people I am close with. And maybe that explains why, I am more comfortable being ALONE & doing stuff ALONE. I know that there is a saying na "No man is an island". Like I care :| Itapon na ang PAKIKISAMA kase ayoko nang SUMAMA okay??? :)) I am not mad with them or anything. Its my problem. Its not their fault anyway. Its my decision, not theirs. And so with the future classmates-bonding-with-other-peeps-from-other-section activity coming up (I heard they are going swimming soon), believe me, I am not going :| Sorry.