Vacation is ending and yet, I still wasn't able to post my BORACAY PICTURES here in my blog (haneppp mag-konek walah LOL) xD Wah. I told myself that I'mma gonna do an artwork for that no matter what, but then again, here come's MISS PROCRASTINATOR... =)) I already did a template (unfinished still!!!), but since I GOT A LOT OF PICTURES from my crappy N5610 XpressMusic with 3.5 megapixels camera & from the Samsung digital camera our family brought, how am I suppose to PUT EVERYTHING & STILL MAKE MY BLOG LOADS A LITTLE LESS SLOWER xD Its impossible. Don't worry, I'll post it when you least expect it =)) (I got no naka-two piece picture ha, except the part I was "on the pool" and not "outside the pool" were its supposed to be totally exposed...). I hardly go swimming naman kase, so that explains why. BUWAHAHAHAHAH >:) ANYWAY. I am gonna miss vacation :'( This is the only time I was able to relax & sleep till I wanted to! Hahahaha.

Everyone seems to be excited with the opening of another school year (tomorrow for some, and June 12 for others - like I), because I've been into bloghopping lately and their post, were usually related with the school opening and stuff. I am a bit excited too myself because everything is gonna be new. New school year, new notebooks, new books, new classmates, new set of teachers & hopefully new friends. Although aside from having that feeling, I can't help but feel a bit nervous though, because of a lot of reasons. Hopefully I'll do good in my first day, and so as the days to follow. This is my last chance to be "good"... extremely good, rather - with a little less pressure. Was that even possible? =)) I know Math is gonna be hefty this year, and so as Science wherein the freakin' Physics is gonna be HELL all through out the school year. I just wish that I could, somehow, have good grades on those subjects so as my average can reach higher than my previous. Since I am also a graduating student, everything seems to be essential and every mistake can worth something really big, even if its little or few. I also wish that I could make friends with people whom I barely been closed with. I knew them (literally) because they've (some) been schoolmates of mine since pre-school, elementary & first year highschool. But since I'm always in the first section for five consecutive years (already), the only people I've knew where "my classmates" through those years. Although the isolation thing brought/taught me nothing now that I'm out of the first section (sob), I am still gonna do my best to socialize and to adjust to everything in particular. Tira-tira, ika nga ni Jasmine =))

On the brighter side, I guess this is what I've been wishing for anyway :D No offense though, but the people on my class before... I don't actually been their friend. They have this so-called "tropa", and I was informed that I was part of the "tropa". I was flattered, although I think the they've been careless on using the term... because.... If I were part of it, suppose, I should been friends with everyone right? I WAS FRIENDS WITH "SOME", and they were really awesome... its just that, when I hang with them, I can't help but feel so out of place (FYI: longer term for OP). Especially when they talk about things I hardly knew... things I can't relate with. And the shouting, when they get so excited about it, I was like there, staring at them as they start blabbing and telling & getting crazy about their conversation - trying to get myself BUSY as possible. Sure, I got someone I've been close to and we tell stuff to each other. Its just her "other" friends... that... I somehow don't get xD I am not saying that they've been treating me bad. They are actually AWESOME people. Like for real. They are happy people that seems to enjoy everything even in between catastrophes. And I thank them for inviting me whenever they want to make "gala" or "tambay" to places or go movie-buffing on the mall. Atleast, they still consider me a "friend"... and likewise, I do too. So what I do is that, I usually make excuses whenever I reject their invitation - haha, now you know :D - well apparently, I am broke lately... so there xD But most of the time I was really lazy to go out, and when I do, it is because I am going somewhere important, like school to pick books or to pass something. ALTHOUGH, I already posted an entry something in resemblance with this, I just want to expand and to explain more. And though my friends - who are also bloggers who frequesntly visits my blog :D - are gonna be reading this in the future, all I want to ask is a little acceptance & a broader mind to completely understand what I just typed. They've been really open and understanding with things like this, & that is one thing I absolutely why I go "awwwwwwww-ing" to them :D

- sorry, that post was eye-straining, boring & photo-less xD

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Another question. Sorry for the late reply =)

Q: hi, tanong ko lang, ano yung font na ginamit mo sa header (sugar rush)? thanks :)
A: I used SKETCH ROCKWELL for the font. And you can download it @ DaFont.com

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