I can`t stop singing Magbalik & Stars of Callalily. MEMORIES :))

Anyway. I know this week I've been such a loser (in terms of making friends, socializing & partly with having good scores) and also I hate to admit that I'm losing interest to study. When I started this school year, I have set many goals on my mind. But now, I ONLY GOT ONE & it is TO GET OVER THESE LAST 10 MONTHS OF MY SENIOR YEAR. Blah, blah, I don't care whether I did good, bad or whatever... I just wanna leave that school, leave those people & never ever see them again, & most especially to start all over again >:) I sounded so depressed gee.

We got the very first groupings for Filipino last Thursday. We need to put other tunes to the song Leron Leron Sinta, etc, etc... with matching actions and stuff, and present it to the class by Friday. Our teacher gave us the freedom to choose whom we like to be grouped with, as long as each group is composed of 10 persons. I want to be group mates with him, because he is the only person I am close with at the class. So as everyone starts asking people out, I just sat there waiting for him to approach me (we were seats apart). He did, but I was asked first by a classmate if I already got a group and I told her none. So she let me join theirs and I accepted her invitation without even thinking! It was too late when he asked me. I wanted to reject their invitation, but then again I thought, if I was group mates with him... I'll might be the only girl at his group and it can be really awkward in part. At the end of the period, that's the only time I asked myself, how am I suppose to go with them & practice if I knew none of them? I'm toast :( I asked him if he can chaperon me, and he agreed (ofcourse he would LOL). The only problem is, he won't be able to practice with his group mates and I don't think that my group mates will allow him to come either (because technically, he's from the other group). But whatever, he said he will chaperon me no matter what :D LOL for that :)) Went to Sto. Niño to practice at one of my classmate's house. We started later because the guys were playing games on the computer. I was quiet the whole time, unless he & I starts telling stories to each other and laugh our asses off. I kept on teasing him, then he'll get mad.... and then I'll get mad because he's mad, and then he'll smile/laugh eventually & force me not to be mad... and then I'll hit/punch him feebly (you know naman how weakling girls are) :)) :)) :)) And he's also laughing at me because I can't stop playing the CPU box infront of me (I kept on pushing the "ON" button on the illustration of the CPU outside the box. such stupidity lol) :)) :)) BESTFRIENDS :)) :)) Anyway. Hahaha. About the practice, it didn't went well for me. Not only I was totally OP-ied, I also got the feeling that they don't want me there. Like they kept on telling each other that they want to be group mates with *insert other classmates' name here* instead. And they made me feel that I'm useless and worthless. IDFC anyway >:( Thanks Larra for telling me to TRY when I was about to cry :'((

Although that didn't went well for me, we won the presentation naman (actually, we tied with the other group) and we got exempted with the seatwork :)) The losers have to do the seatwork instead >:) He was one of the losers :)) :))

ANYWAY. In History, we also need to do reporting. But not that usual reporting, it should me unique. There were 7 groups (6 members each), and I was appointed (more likely, they "POINTED" their fingers at me when Mrs. Cemania asked who will they choose for a leader. Huwat the fckin' heck wahahahahahaha) as the leader of Group 4. Good job guys, we're all gonna be losers all together :)) :)) I unluckily picked Antarctica >:( But fortunately, we were the 7th & the last group to report. So we (I, rather) still have a week to prepare. THANK YOU PO LORD.

Its official. Wednesday sucks >:( I hate attending to that FCKNSHT CAT. Good thing, I caught up with Juna, Larra & Kichi when I was on my way to the lobby to put my clothes in my bag. And I told them that I am all alone and I got no one to hang with. They invited me to hang with them for a while :'(

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Did I ever mention that I cut my hair short? Matagal na, last week pa ata. (crappy artwork to follow.... lol)

Labels: Artwork, Callalily, Groupings, School