I am self-proclaiming myself as the class supplier now. Class supplier in the sense that I "supply" literally almost all their needed stuff for a certain situation. Intermediate pad papers, ballpens, liquid eraser, pencils, eraser, stapler, masking tape, mirror, face powder, compass, oslo paper, yellow pad paper, projects, etc. Almost everything really. I felt a sudden pity towards myself because I wasn't able to use them for my own because other people are taking advantage of the fact that I got everything - and they don't even tried to bring their own because their thinking always that someone in the room will supply them what they needed. I don't know what's with them (classmates) really. Its really suckish. I can't accept the fact that I, being responsible and bringing the needed stuff, will turn out not so good in my part. But if I tried being the irresponsible one, it'll kinda turn pretty bad also. So where do I, really, need to place myself?>:( I don't give a damn whether you borrow stuff from me or not. I just want to have a little appreciation from you by saying thank you in return - OR, JUST RETURN THE BORROWED STUFF TO ME AFTERWARDS AND NEVER TRY TO NEGLECT IT AFTER USING IT... OR MISPLACING IT, OR EVEN LENDING IT TO SOMEONE THEN LET SOMEONE LEND IT TO SOMEONE THEN MISPLACE IT. Crap, that was fckin' rude. So lately, I lost my powder, almost lost my mirror, my 2 compasses, 2 HB pencils, and my pad papers (which are almost brand new)... paubos na. I don't think being "good" has its advantages - that's why we have the terms "abusing", "abused"... AT "ABUSADO" >:( I am tired, of having to cope with them. Really really tired. I just can't complain. I just want to get along with them, without them thinking I was trying too hard. I wanna be nice, I wanna be a friend... but I guess, it won't happen, & I am not expecting the last option either - and for me being classmates and having to spend time with you all because were that is what I wanna think about right now. Right now, its my obligation to mingle with you all because we're classmates. ONLY AN OBLIGATION. Nothing more, because I don't wanna be more for you all. Because its too much. I just want to get over this last 7 months >:(

Another thing I wanna complain in my classroom is the NOISE that, just today, I found really annoying. It was so loud that I can't even concentrate on the Physics discussion. I got mad. Only I found out the discussion was essential for the upcoming exam because we'll have the same problem as the one being discussed on the board. It made me more furious. What a crap. Its nonstop. It was ear-bleeding :)) I kept on hearing voices, loud voices, shoutings, and the like. Argh. It was irritating!!!

Filipino. We still have the practice for Sabayang Pagbigkas. I wasn't in the mood, eversince it started. For instance, nobody does gives her/his cooperation fully. And they usually chat in their places. And crap, the NOISE. Argghh.

(//.^) BANGS :] I got talked about today :| Apparently, his friends knew about the bangs thing. I didn't knew it spread out, and that they'll knew it was from me. I just wish "she" wouldn't know it was her :)) Lol. Kidding. Although I am quite sure that I denied realistically to everyone about it. Just something I made up to tease him. Like I'll act envious & all... :)) :)) But it was a complete joke, and I never pin pointed out the name of the girl I was teasing him with :)) Well it was pretty obvious which I am referring to anyway, according to them, but I am keeping my lies straight >:) But I'm acting all clean :)) :)) Lol. But the friends kept saying "bangs", and I can hear it from a distance. fcker. Could they just stop? >:(