[EDIT] Yep, you've reached it. This is the "cut-off" part from the my latest entry. I cut off this part from there because the entry's getting too long, and I don't wanna bore my readers. After all, I kept saving this to Draft since January 7, and today's the only time I finally got the chance to post it. So I preferred the original date. [/EDIT]

Coming back to school has both good and ugly sides. The ugly part is, I'm back to the same old boring classroom trying my best to plead God to rush up time, and the stressful and late night do-assignments-plus-study part. The good and the most surprising part is, I found myself being nice to the people I am overly irritated and annoyed with the whole school months last year xD The people that are like, if there's something like God-giving-people-a-chance-to-kill-one-person-in-their-entire-life rule, I could have wasted that chance in less than a minute murdering the guy sitting infront of me at class + the girl who felt like she owns our locker when she's just actually been shared with us (my original co- locker & I) because nobody wants to be locker-partners with her. But as I've said above, its was a surprise I was less temperamental and wasn't annoyed or anything. I don't know really. It was weird, but it somehow felt good being "not annoyed" to people because they'll might think I'm super maldita na or something :)) 'Cause I barely hide my mood when I'm super annoyed, and both of them usually are the recipients of my wrath, in different situations ofcourse. LOL.

Another thing. And now we're back on school, I just felt like my everything has never been this suckish before. I had a very bad case of skepticism, a habit of procrastinating and I'm also a full time pessimist. OH C'MON, I'm not that worst :)) :)) LOL, but seriously, I am unconsciously noticing the not-so-great stuff about my life nowadays, in everything that I've done or have. Unlike her*. I just hated her so badly, that seeing her at school can ruin my whole day. I don't know, I just don't like her because of whatosever reason, unlike the other people who are even worse than her. LOL, too bad, haha, maybe we're destined to hate and to be hated :)) :)) :)) I happened to be the hater :)) :))