Our Retreat was semi-fun. The moment I arrived at the bus, it was totally awkward. People kept talking to each other, telling stories, shouting out of excitement, taking group pictures and stuff, and I just sat there waiting for the bus to move. I don't wanna sound or try too hard to please people, or to even try to talk to them if in the first place they don't wanna talk to me. They just gave me the vibe of having an invisible borderline, & I and we just have to stay at each of our own sides. I somehow felt like that. But I don't care anyway. I joined the Retreat for my own benefit. I don't want them or that to be my hindrance to join and experience such a once in a lifetime activity. But it was totally disappointing. The people I expect to come up and hang out again with me didn't anymore. Dunno, its sad. I know I'm boring, and I don't talk much. But atleast I got a reason why I am like that. Unconsciously, they made me feel out of place. I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR COLLEGE. Anyway, I didn't enjoy every moment of the retreat, but it gave us the opportunity to reconcile to the people we have hurt & who have hurt us in the past. Wehhhhhhh. Skip that part :))

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1. So today, I planned not to go to school, but I eventually changed my mind. The ghost of that Tuesday's freakin' TLE exemption haunts me like hell, so I really have to attend classes somehow- and maybe I'll get exempted too :D LOL.
2. Apparently, I was not exempted today. We didn't do anything today actually! ARGGHHH. Its a day you wish you just became a lazy person and didn't even think of going to school.
3. My N5610 XpressMusic is becoming so crappy that I wanna throw it so bad. And the sliding navigator part is starting to break off. [EDIT] I accidentally dropped my phone, and now the left button is hardly pushable. DAMN. [/EDIT]
4. I didn't eat breakfast, nor I have a baon to bring to school. I'm starving to death.
5. Only 4 girls in the whole 4th year batch went to school, and the rest was the guys. All the guys from the other section were merged and was told to attend classes at our room, not until our TLE teacher told us to stay to the TLE room instead to finish stuff. BORING. BORING, and did I mention BORING? Geeeezzzzz.
6. If only Wordpress offers people the freedom to tweak the CSS of their templates, I could have switched to Wordpress in a snap. Mannn, its not so bad for a free hosting.
7. Speaking of Wordpress, my answer and question site was finally found its place! Check it out here.
8. Hilary Duff movies during no classes and in need of chick flick moments.
9. I badly want to download Adobe Photoshop CS4, but the size was humongous it can take like 1GB of our computer memory. So no for now :( Gotta stick to my ever so reliable CS2.
10. I know my blog loads really really really slow due to the big-sized images, but I badly want to post photos :(
11. I bought my second Blizzard last Sunday, when my sister and I went to the mall to watch Bedtime Stories. I ate the M&M's flavored one, and its so great, except when the ice cream is starting to melt and its getting into my hands. EEECCKKKK.