Being with you is so disfunctional
I thought I wouldn't make it to school today. I woke up at 7:00, ate my breakfast, watched Gossip Girl at ETC, then slept again. Before I knew it, our exaggerated wall clock in the bedroom flashed 10:30 am in my face. And hell, my graduation practice starts at 10:30 am! I checked my wrist watch (
because it has the same time as my school's wall clock) and it was 10:05 am at it.
YEAH, BIG DIFFERENCE. The issue about our wall clocks here at home is pretty not-so-interesting to tell. The reason is, we have them all advanced so whenever on school days, we'll get up early. So that's pretty much about it. Anyway, I overslept because I wasn't feeling so well since last night. And when you're kinda sick, you're pretty much attached to your pillow and trying to sleep whenever possible since that's the only time you wouldn't be able to feel your illness. I considered skipping practice today, but since our teachers are strict with the attendance, and their threat somehow scared me a little bit, the "you're-not-going-to-be-a-part-of-the-special-number-if-you-absent-blah-blah kinda thing", I got no choice but to try make myself feel better T__T BUM. We practiced the
special numbers, the
graduation song, the
farewell song, and the rest we're pretty much about
walking in timing and stuff. We were dismissed before 2:00 pm anyway.
I also broke my auto-Hello Kitty fan :'(( I don't know if I can put it back together again, because the small parts were falling apart.
And also random photos to follow.
BYE BYE KITTY T__T^ That's what I did to my El Fili notebook. Unfortunately, I only got a 95/100 :| BOOOOO. I thought I'm getting a 100 =)) So much for expecting.I kinda got bored while tracing, so I whipped out my camera and starts shooting random pictures ~ Since school is almost out, I am already feeling the boredom of sticking to the same routine everyday: sleep-eat-watch tv and repeat everything the next day. I'm planning on renovating my blog, and writing an ISWAK-inspired fanfiction, but I just can't squeeze out my creative juices. Guess I lack inspiration :|
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EDIT] Guess what. I dreamed about DEATH again last night :| I don't wanna elaborate anymore since its starting to freak me out. I decided to research everything I saw in my dreams the past couple of days with the keywords like
running,
knives,
blood,
kiss,
death,
die,
ocean,
storm, encounter with a celebrity &
drowning because that's mostly what I remembered in my dreams. I don't wanna go back to the site and copy-paste everything what I've read because it creeps me out, but a little insight I'll give you. Most of the dreams I had decode tell that maybe I
lack self-confidence,
trying to overcome a struggle,
something was finally ending,
tranquility,
prosperity,
romance, etc. Hope I wouldn't have those kind of "nightmares" anymore T__T [
/EDIT]
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you